Tuesday, April 29, 2014

2014 Zane Grey DNF, or Magi's big apology

We knew the weather would be bad, I even had the most obvious dream about it the night before. In the dream my friends and I were lined up at the start under a perfect blue sky. Then the dark clouds rolled in, slowly and ominously taking over the sky, blacking-out all light, much like 'The Nothing' from The Neverending Story....not to different from what really happened race day.

5am start and we are all off from the Pine Trailhead headed to Camp Geronimo aid station at mile 8, everyone but me that is. I was feeling really good and enjoying the light drizzle that we had for the first hour and a half. Cruizin on down the trail I went, wheeee, having fun, stupidly assuming I knew where I was going.  I know exactly where I took the wrong trail and I unfortunately didn't realize I was following the wrong trail markers until I was pretty far off course. The Mogollon Monster 100miler shares some of the Highline trail with Zane Grey, grrr I'm such a dummy, face palm! There was hail, there was snow, there was freezing gusts of wind, and I managed to reach the top of the rim on the WRONG trail. What was I thinking!? Part of me was hoping the trail would intersect with a road that could bring me down the mountain on a different route--I did eventually reach a road, the rim road, a very much not right and incorrect road that at least I had enough sense not to take.

The worst part of this whole expedition was the time I wasted of the race's resources. This includes the extra time the course sweeper (THANK YOU) spent checking for runner 135, the time spent by a medic and Jim, the lead radio coordinator,waiting for me at the broken-down aid station, and the stress and worry I caused my crew, and friends.

As I was descending the Webber (wrong) Trail the weather was really getting bad. The rain had already turned to hail, but the hail and wind were getting worse. My gear was pretty good for the conditions but there is only so much your extremities can take. My hands and feet were beyond numb and stabbing--however this pain is irrelevant in comparison to what the other runners who endured the entire course went through. I knew my day was over and that I would be in a warm car by 10:00am. So I had as much fun as I could slipping and mud surfing my way back to where I got off track. I sang songs out loud to myself, sent messages to Emmet on the wind to not worry and that I was ok (bummer he didn't hear them), and finally emerged at what was the Camp Geronimo aid station 3 hours and 15 minutes late. As soon as I saw Jim I shouted "runner 135! I'm fine and I'm Sorry!!". Jim and the whole Zane Grey coordination team are extraordinary by the way--a sincere thank you-thank you-thank you!

Jim radioed in my found status (no longer jerk-lost status) and let my muddy butt in his truck to get warm. The medic who's name I wish I could remember (Alex?) had waited to make sure I was ok, which I was, (just embarrassed) and went to one of the many runners who would need his attention that day at Washington Park aid station mile 17.

To the amazing RD Joe Galope, I am terribly sorry if I added stress to an already intense day.

My crew and best friend/loved one Emmet was the one who had the roughest day. A word of advice to anyone that will take it, please avoid going missing, your loved ones will thank you. I had friends ready to drive up from Phoenix and start a search party, the race officials were 10 minutes away from starting an official search and rescue effort, and the whole time I was fine, just on the wrong trail. This is a mistake I shouldn't have made that I take full credit for.

After being returned to my loved one and a change of clothes, Emmet and I headed to mile 33 aid station Fish Hatchery to rally at the finish. What a day this was for everyone! The race was cut short and mile 33 was the new finish due to the weather. The finish line stories were another testament to the loving community that is ultra-running, each runner that came in had a story of how someone had helped them at some point. Congrats to all the runners who attempted Zane Grey this year, how nuts,crazy,awesome was that!?

The Amazing Michelle Patuto and I at the start (She did awesome!)

 The Amazing Tiffany Forster and I (She did awesome as well!)

Sunday, March 30, 2014

No Budget Low Budget Music Video

It's 8:17pm, as I write this I can hear the kids in bed wavering between love and hate. At points I think it's a fight I need to intervene on.....and then I realize they are making their stuffed animals argue, and it's heated.

The stuffed animal crew, or as we call them 'lovies' are part of the family. So much so that the worst repercussion of naughtiness in the home is not the loss of a toy, or time out, or even loss of privilege, but a lovie having to spend the night ALONE and LONELY in mommies closet of doom. I raised highly emphatic children apparently (message being your bad choices affect others, and don't eff with mom).

So one of our dorkus family activities is making up songs on demand about whatever, some more notable than others. This music video has a few roots, first, I made a flat-ish teddy for Madeline before she was born, its a brown velvet bear made of two pieces, a front and a back. No face, no tail, no butt. Mads always thought it was weird and gave it to Max, whom Max took in with open arms and named "Silly Billy" as he truly is quite silly indeed.

So, when asked to improv a song about Silly Billy I was immediately reminded of the Pixies La La Love You as Silly Billy likes to shake his butt, but in all honesty, he does not know which side his butt is on.

Once again the Pixies live up to their reputation of being the most inspiring alt-rock band of all time.

Side note, we made this low key and terrible, thus any future lovie videos will be improvements, setting the bar nice and low. Plus the kids are happy and that passes my QC.

Set to the tune of Dick Dale and his Del-Tones Surfing Drums
Heeeeres Silly Billy and his El-Heinies performing Silly Billy Shake your Butt








Friday, March 7, 2014

Flashback Friday, ZG 2012 race report

With ZG 2014 in the very near future I re-visited my 2012 race report that I had only shared with family and friends. While it isn't the most thrilling read, it does add to the excitement for this years race!

I also ran the 2013 race

I hindsight I find a few funnies in here. Storytime:

Apologies in advance if you do not want to read this much about me, nevertheless this was an incredible experience and I am really excited to share it!
The Zane Grey 50 has earned a reputation for being one of the most grueling ultras out there. I had spoken with friends who had completed the race and the consensus was I could expect to add about 2 hours onto my avg 50M time (if there is such an avg) prepare to fall, get scratched, sprained, dislocated, lost, broken, etc… this all sounds like adventure right?! The race was a bit of a blur so I am sorry for the lack of detailed trail accounts.
 April 21st, 2012 was the big day of the notorious race, in anticipation of this I had prepared with all sorts of hot, hilly, long, and really fun desert mountain runs. Emmet was prepared to crew for me race day, this made a huge difference. Knowing that someone 100% reliable is waiting for you at designated aid stations on the course with water and nutrition refills, sunblock, an icy towel to wipe down with, words of encouragement, and anything else you may possibly need is indescribable. I say this because when you are running 50 miles through some of the most unpredictable Arizona terrain, your entire life is narrowed down to the steps it takes to get your butt from aid station to aid station. Emmet has accompanied me on many training runs so he knows my pace, my weaknesses, my strengths, and he also knows how to tell me what I need when I may not realize it, this is important. The weather was predicted to be 90 degrees, I wasn't too concerned about this, by default I have to train in the heat and have learned to be very smart about hydration and electrolyte balance. Unfortunately the heat was by far the biggest hazard on the course that day for many of the runners, out of 126 starters only 84 finished.


 This link is by a runner who has great pics of the course in his blog:

 In the two days prior to the race I had a total of 5 hours sleep, this was the only stimulus for self-doubt weighing in my head. The night of the race I was lying in bed with the "I want to cry but I'm so mad I can't" feeling. The alarm clock went off at 3:15 am and all that nonsense turned into baloney, it was race day, wheee! We arrived at the start 4:30am, just enough time to hit the bathroom, check in with race officials, and stay warm in the car until the 5:00am race start. And just like that the race started, off we went into the woods, all 126 of us with our headlamps beaming in the dark. Actually mine was lightly beaming, I think the batteries died just as the sun rose enough to see without it, lucky me! It was 8 miles to the first aid station, I was equipped with all the nutrition and water I would need to get me to the second aid station (mile 17) where Emmet was planned to meet me, the first 8 miles flew by, it took about 3 miles for the runners to spread out and about 40 minutes for the sun to rise. Running with a headlamp is really fun, the small illumination for your footfalls on new terrain makes me feel like a little kid exploring with a flashlight. Admittedly it really slows me down as the few falls I have had in the past all occurred while running in the dark, thus I now go a little slower. The logic is I'd rather be 5 minutes slower than broken. As we came into the 8 mile aid station we were greeted with cheers, and even better Emmet was there to make sure I was doing OK, (I had started the race with a new hydration pack and he wanted to make sure that it wasn't leaking) I ran through the station on my way to mile 17.
Ready
 Miles 8-17 were beautiful, the morning was cool and this portion of the trail was through pine forest ascending to views of the Mogollon rim, I was on fresh legs and trying my best to hold back for the many, many hills and miles to come. There were numerous river crossings over precarious rocks that really added to the adventure vibe. The course at this point was on an easy to follow single-track trail, well marked with yellow tape and glow sticks. Coming up on mile 17 I could hear the cheers as runners came into the aid station, this was so encouraging I cried a little! Emmet had prepared an area with everything I could possibly need, I quickly toweled off the crusty salt-sweat, exchanged my hydration pack for a freshly packed one, took 2 ibuprofen to help ward off inflammation and set off again----DANG IT! I didn't take my sunglasses, I was running without a visor on purpose as I didn't want to risk missing any trail markers in my periphery, the trail was now beginning to live up its notoriety and I could see how easily a marker could be missed. Many experienced ZG runners have lost hours going in the wrong direction.
 Mile 17-33 was brutal, I was told to expect the worst during this part, the majority of the trail is an old exposed burn area. Tons of direct sunlight (Gaarrr no sunglasses) lots of elevation to climb, and lucky you if you don't get lost as you have to be super aware of trail markers. This part of the trail has to recover from a harsh winter so the area has a ton of dead tree fall, new dry grass/shrubby growth, and lots of crumbly unsteady soft red rock. At mile 23 there is an aid station only accessed by the official race crew, this aid station is an oasis---it's called Hell's Gate from mile 23-33-- as I ascended into the station the volunteer shouted out "Welcome to Hell, how you doin'? I was doing pretty good considering all the runners were in the same hot boat, I was conditioned for the heat so I knew as long as I kept hydrated I would have no problems. I filled up my pack with water, chugged another few cups of water, and threw a handful of ice down the back of my shirt, off I went into Hell. At this point in the race runners were beginning to drop, many people started out to fast, spent their energy, and were not prepared for the heat. I was not really going to fast but I managed to pass many people during this stretch. The race is organized so that there are rescue workers stationed on the course about every 7 miles with radios, their job is to account for each runner as they pass and make sure nobody goes missing. About mile 25 I came up on a man who had passed me around mile 20, he was hunched over on the side of the trail, he was obviously unprepared with not enough water or calories, as I was offering him some of my water he vomited, nothing I could do for this guy except for run on ahead to tell the next rescue crew they had a runner in trouble. There were some parts of trail during this leg where I would think to myself "seriously?? I am supposed to run this?" and other parts where I had to remind myself that I had trained to go faster and harder, hiking was the only option for many parts of the trail, however dragging my feet was not. My head needed to be reminded to move my feet!

Whoo-hoo I made it to mile 33 aid station! The delirium sets in completely about this point, as I came into the station Emmet was yelling "go this way, now go this way, now this way" leading me from the check in to the car where all my gear was. This is where it makes a difference for someone who knows your habits to intervene, I was spot-on for nutrition and hydration but with the heat every ones sweat factor was major--Emmet made sure to impose upon me the importance of taking extra electrolytes--these are electrolyte tabs to swallow--if you had seen all the salt crusted on my face/shirt/body it's pretty obvious I was depleted, I now swear by these caps! Seriously, all I could tell you at this point was which way is up or down. My brain was only focused on watching my footfall to not trip and keeping a keen eye on trail markers. A funny note here, about a week prior Max had told me in his cutie voice "Good job Mommy" when I pointed out a local peak I ran to during a training run. During the race I had his cute little voice in my head rewarding me with a "Good Job Mommy!" every time I came upon a trail marker!  
So onto miles 33-44, Emmet loaded me up with 2L of water on my back, 32oz in my hands, about 800 calories in my pack (all of which I would use) and I was on my way! This was serious fun, the trail was about 60% run-able so now I know I need to improve my hiking skillz, other than this I was focused on the next 11 miles of adventure. I think my most proud accomplishment for this race was not falling once, I don't fall often but still this terrain is really 'trippy' (funny right?) so now blur blur blur, hill, hill, up , up , up , and I arrive at mile 44!

 The crowd is cheering all the runners as we descend into the station, Emmet leads me to the car and preps me for the last 6 miles. Hmmm 6 miles, how long might this take...try 1 hour and 40 minutes...uuuuuffffff. This last 6 miles was long and exhilarating, and hard. The terrain was pretty pine forest but my legs were shot, there was spot about mile 46 where some thin ice patches were still frozen on the ground, it just made sense to me to come to a standstill stop to look at them and contemplate lying down on one--I chose to keep on trucking but now I was day dreaming of cold pools to dip in and icy drinks. After what seemed like an endless stretch of trail I rounded a corner and was in earshot of the finish, what a rush! I picked up the pace as best I could and finished strong, the 35th finisher and 8th female to be exact. The whole race took me 12:40 minutes and every second was great!

 Finish!

Tuesday, January 28, 2014

Coldwater Rumble 100mile, or, my first 100 miler yay!

The race was a 20 mile loop run 5 times in the trails of Arizona's Estrella Mountains, and it was a damn doosey. I have had the itch to do a 100mile race for a while now and everything finally lined up for this one, the kids were spending a fun weekend with their dad, school was under control, I had the weekend off from work, my pacers were confirmed, the ankle sprain was durable, and my training....well, lets just say better under-trained than over-trained. 

Leading up to the race my best running partner from long ago, Dominique Wilmore, had decided to fly out from Washington to do the 52 mile race--her first event over 50K. Needless to say we were a giddy pair. Dominique and I had been talking of doing a race together for at least 7 years now, finally this was happening and it was new mileage territory for both of us. 

So the 20 mile loop, yeah, um I had run it 4 weeks prior to the race so I thought I knew what I was in for, the first 4ish miles were comfortable rolling hills, some fast flats, really clean single track, the next 6ish miles a nice chunk of rocked up road, some pretty rolling single track, and 3ish miles of wash. The rest of the loop was rolling hills that sharply dove in and out of washes and a few hills. Sounds pleasant right? Having done this loop I was expecting the sand to be a bear and I planned on hiking the hills the first few loops to conserve energy. I had my goals but having never done this distance before and being fabulously under-trained (seriously, all weeks leading up to this were only 40-60 miles at best with no back-to-back distance days) I set out with a strong will and a theme of energy conservation to finish. You can't stop but you can always slow down.
Dominique and I, 4am  as ready as possible

My only fear for this race was how cold the night may be. I do not manage cold temperatures well and have a pretty advanced situation of Reynaud's syndrome which is just no fun and can get seriously painful. Usually it manifests with numb white fingers (no cap refill) for periods under an hour when I'm cold or my hands are exposed to cold, like holding an icy drink. Cold for me is below 80 and in the shade, but when temps go below 50 I'm in frostbite tissue death amputation territory, again, no fun. To prepare for temps I found some great snowboarding gloves on ebay with a pocket for hand warmers-sweet! Even sweeter the Pearl Izumi rep, Brad Barber caught wind of my concern and sent me a head-to toe package of Pearl Izumi's best cold gear, this was beyond generous, thank you so much to Brad and the folks at Pearl Izumi, the gear works better than any other I have tried. These products use ultra light flexible windproof and heat trapping materials that magically transfer moisture and stay so warm, I am practically ready for the Yukon Arctic Ultra.
Pearl Izumi from top clockwise: Ultra Thermal Top, Ultra Windblocking Jacket, Ultra Windblocking Tight, Thermal Base Short Sleeve


 Michelle, me, and Dominique just before race start

Brrrrrrrrr, EEEEEeeeeeee, lets go already!

This walking I'm doing right here, that is a sign of what's to come

Loop 1 3:38, I hiked the hills, ran a little to much in the sand, and coasted through the downs and flats. Feeling fresh I kept my pace conservative and took little time at the aid stations. Drinking Nuun electrolytes in my hand held and taking an occasional salt/electrolyte with food I thought I was preparing well...Dun dun dun...

Loop 2 6:18, Considerably slower. Like I said, I thought I was preparing but a mean combo of probably overloading on salt/electrolyte, and unexpected heat of day kicked me hard in the gut at mile 26 in the sand wash (aka sandbitch). I knew some of my favorite running people were staffing the aid station at mile 31 and I could not get to them fast enough. With a churning stomach my body felt like it was going toxic, every muscle felt tight, stringy and tingly, and the thought of food was really nauseating. I continued to force little sips of water down until I made it to the Pederson aid station. The aid station was staffed by Marc Thomson, Deron Ruse, Bryan Rooth, and Devin James Barry, these guys are incredible! I took my butt strait to a chair in the shade to cool off and just chill out my system. I knew I shouldn't leave until my stomach settled and my body was absorbing water and calories again. After about 10 minutes these guys unfortunately got to witness me hurl--sorry boys. BUT wow that felt better! I stayed at the station and ate/drank a bit to refuel and headed back out. So I thought I felt better, silly me. At the next aid station the whole scenario was reenacted. I was so bummed, every sip of water and bit of food was once again lost to the desert. At this point I knew I would have to drop if I couldn't get my body back on track. As I hiked back to the end of the 2nd loop, Emmet met me 1/2 mile from the start/finish of the loops and let me have a good cry about it. I still wasn't convinced to drop. I was in this race to finish and that was the only goal, I decided to take my time to see if I could recuperate. I remembered reading Jamil Coury's race report from Hardrock with his amazing comeback after stomach issues--so there was hope, if he can come back and run a competitive race maybe I had a shot at coming back and finishing. Rachel Dockendorf was there and originally was going to run miles 60-80 with me so if I went back out she could run miles 40-60 with me as it was nearing sunset. Patty Coury, Maria Walton, and all the wonderful volunteers at the Race Headquarters aid station stocked me up with pizza which was AMAZING! I laid down for about 30 minutes after eating and felt so much better, food and water were in, the heat was gone with the sunset--GAME ON, Rachel and I headed out.


Recovered! Setting out with Rachel for loop 3, thumbs up for my Max and Mads

Loop 3 7:08, New plan, hike fast after eating to digest, drink lots of water, eat real food, and no more electrolyte type stuff. It got dark pretty fast and this loop was about recovering, granted the first chunk of that loop was spent lying down before heading out at HQ so I have no idea how long this loop actually took. Rachel was perfect company, lots of fast hiking and 'running' and tons of great conversation! It was a pleasure getting to know Rachel better and I look forward to many more miles together.

Loop 4 6:58, Running buddy Rhet Stinson was right on schedule for what originally going to be miles 80-100 but since I was so dang far behind schedule he took me miles 60-80. Rhet is always a crack up so it was really fun to enjoy my sleep-deprived delirium with him. I was so sloppy with being tired that I estimated if every sideways step I took for balance in the dark had been put forward instead, I probably would have been at least 30 minutes faster. Luckily the night didn't get to cold. As we were closing in I began to dread the 5th loop. Quietly obsessing in the front of my mind about going through the wash again. I knew Emmet wasn't going to let me go out alone and was probably lacing up his shoes to do the final 20 with me. Emmet is the most solid crew a person can have, he has supported me through every 50 miler and I can't say enough about him. As Rhet and I were coming down the last hill there was Emmet, practically ready to go. I knew this had to be a super quick transition otherwise I'd risk getting too comfortable at HQ. I needed to get on a shirt for day (Peal Izumi In-R-Cool, it actually uses your sweat to magically cool you off and protects pale skin folk like me with spf) and a superwarm jacket for the coldest hours of sunrise. Switch out headlamp for sunglasses, and off again before I could talk myself out of it.

Loop 5 6:27, Thought I'd be happier about finally being on the last loop but I just wanted it to be over, my tactic for getting over this block; to curse at everything. In a silly happy respectful way of course. "Eff you hill, last time I get to run up you today" "Later sandbitch, done with you" etc... After I reached mile 91 which was also the end of the sandbitch the new crew at Pederson aid station recharged me, Dave James Tsakanikas was there and reminded me to shove ice anywhere I could fit it, so refreshing! The light of day was invigorating and I powered through this one, ran as much as I could and got it done.As I came through the finish Dominique and Michelle Patuto were there and it was just amazing. I was completely wasted and so freaking happy it was over. Of course I'm excited to plan for another 100 miler but his time I'm thinking no loops and quite a bit more training. 

This was a great lesson of patience and humility, a fast time would be a neat perk but simply doing the best with what you have is all you can do. And that's it, I was humbled by the rumble.

Emmet and I at mile 96.7, Coldwater aid station staffed all shifts by the awesomely fantastic Surprise Running Club--I wish I remembered the names of all the wonderful people here, THANK YOU SO MUCH Surprise Running Club!

Every. Ounce. Of Energy. DONE.

***a most special shout out to my family, parents Jeff and Corinne and Uncle Steve and Aunt Sukie, so very grateful to have you all in my life***































Saturday, May 11, 2013

Bubble Run Race Report?

Clearly not the average race report, but running with kiddos is on par if not 'sur' par (yeah I took Latin, pun intended) to what feeds me on the trails. In preparation for the run my kids and I strategically placed our fake tattoo's, Madeline and I painted our nails in bubble colors, and Max had a wanderlust sense of imagining a jungle of bubbles to fight through. Soul food and soul fed.

I am lucky enough to be employed by a running store that not only is a family but is willing to work with the nuts-o schedule I present to them. Because of them I am able to participate in events like the Bubble Run. I have a hard time justifying spending $ I don't really have on a non-local large scale run--although they do support local charities in every city they set-up in--it's no Team Chances event, London's run, Maggie's Place, or Ryan's House.

The new trending pattern of novelty runs is a love/hate thing for me, I love that they incorporate so many people that otherwise might not be participating in a 5K, but from a running background...where did my 5K go? Other than the USATF and Mountain to Fountain there are few runs left where we just show up and run without tu-tu's and neon crap, I exaggerate a bit to make a point.

I'm torn, so I'll step off the soap box and share another fun race prep tradition.   The kids received youth large shirts for the event, I stuck one of Max's shirts in the pic for size comparison, and Max is still swimming in the navy tee, let's just say my kids are not brawny but rhymes with....

I altered the shirts so the kiddo's would not have to swim in them. Yay for flutter sleeves and cutie dresses on little girls! I used the extra length in Max's tee to add some length in the middle of Madeline's dress.

Kids stoked at 6:15 am!




get outta the....fine, stand in the puddle! The attraction to puddles is innate, resistance is futile


introduction of bubbles at the start, mom is hoping the excitement maintains for the 5K to come


YEAH!!!!! awesomeness basically--I'm going to tell this story with pictures







a rest at the 2.5K mark, I'm easing these little legs into my future running buddies 'muhahaha'




 a color bubble station at each K mark, below is evidence of a thorough saturation of each color






clean finish


bubble boots!



height plays and advantage to staying cleanish in this event


Kids were stoked, the pictures say it all. Thank you Bubble run for an event that was well organized and crazy fun for me and my chickens. 

On a race report note, I would recommend this event to anyone with littles, the cost is high, I think age 6 and under is free but $40 an entry can get pretty spendy. The terrain, technicality, and distance were...um..., the views of my kiddos laughing their butts off was beautiful, and it was serious good fun. Now I need to get these little running buddies back in the dirt.



Monday, April 29, 2013

Zane Grey 2013


After 3 and 1/2 years of not using this blog, I think the best way to re-start is with a recap of my Zane Grey 2013. 

Now this was a great day, I came into it respectfully undertrained but there was no way I was going to miss ZG! I ran the 2012 race so I knew the demands of what lay ahead of me, and how much I would regret if I didn't do it. Going into a race knowing it’s not going to be your best day is a bit of a relief. It’s a comfort to accept the run-enjoy it-and-just finish attitude. I knew I had the distance in me and that I finally had a sound body, it’s been back to back injuries since January and running finally came to a point where I just had to suck it up, sit still, and heal. My head and heart were ready to carry me though the day. 

Lucky me had Emmet on board crewing for me and solid ultra chick Michelle Patuto ready to pace the last 17 miles. We arrived at the race start 4:30 or so, checked in, and stayed warm in the car until 4:55. At the start line we found friends, said well wishes and then off to run. The first 8 miles of the race are during the sunrise hours, under pine cover and single track forest trail for the most part. The ascent during the first 8 is gradual and sneaky, there is a real potential to waste energy here as the morning air is cool, the trail is friendly, and spirits are high.

Aid station Camp Geronimo, 8 miles in, rolling through on happy legs, greeted by cowbells, and a little slip in the water crossing just before for all to see. I was the most out of it at this station, I had a groove going and didn’t want to stop, luckily Emmet was there to remind me to ditch my arm sleeves and trade my headlamp for sunglasses, I just wanted to get back and play in the dirt!

On to the next 9 miles until Washington park aid station 17 miles in. Tunnel vision happens during this race, the sights are breathtaking and the course is incredibly technical. It is hard to appreciate the beauty out there when your whole scope of vision is narrowed to the next 6 feet in front of you. During this portion runners begin to get a taste of the cruel red crumbly rock climbs. Coming into 17 legs are still fresh and this runner was still high and having so much fun. My crew was so ready for me I wanted to give them all sweaty salty hugs! At this point Pat Devine had joined our posse and I was a seriously pampered kid. Change of hydration pack, schemer of sunblock, a quick warning from Emmet to be careful of tripping, and back to the trail. About a ½ mile out I was served a nice slice of humble pie from the trail gods in the form a fast downhill trip.  This is where I know I’m nuts because it was a great fall! I have always wondered if I were to trip on a fast downhill if the instinct to tuck and roll would be there. Well it was and I was thrilled! My shoulder and hip took the blow, I stood up, shook the dirt off, gave myself an internal high-five and kept on going from what could have been a really ugly fall.

Now the climb to Hell and the climb after, in hindsight all I remember is miles of the heat exposed crumbly red rock climbs and miles of the overgrown slippery rock-hiding grass. Hell’s Gate aid station at mile 25 is always an oasis but the Fish Hatchery 33 mile aid station is the goal on this stretch. There were a few parts here where my head was the only thing moving me forward as my legs were both giving me the middle finger.
 
About mile 30 I was cruising down and startled a huge rattler, this Mr Bitey must have been at least 4 ft. As I passed the snake quickly coiled up and readied to strike, I could hear it hissing and rattling behind me as I kept on running. Having grown up seeing these guys all the time in the AZ Mtns I didn't think to much about it until 10 seconds later I heard a very loud “Oh SHIIIIIIIIII***”, mental note, the next time I see a snake I’ll shout “snake” to warn those behind me, sorry guy behind me!

It may just be me but when you near an aid station on ZG there is a rush of adrenaline like no other.  Michelle was about to run the last 17 with me AND it was only 17 more to go, yeah!!!!! I turn into a giddy kid out there. I wasn't going to mention the fall until after the race but of course the first thing Emmet said on seeing me was "your fall doesn't look to bad", can't sneak nothin past this guy. Emmet was spot on as usual with making sure Michelle and I were ready to go, and Pat was there to help too, it’s hard not to feel like a prima donna when you mention how a soda would be good and within seconds your friend has one for you. Thanks guys!!

11 miles to See Canyon station mile 44. Michelle was on board with my plan, we hike up any incline, no matter how small, and run the flats (there are none) and downhills. At this point my lack of training was evident, the legs were shot, and my stomach was churning. Without Michelle to chat with and give me feet to follow I am confident I would have finished an hour later than I did. The next 11 miles were exhausting and about 70% hiked, however the nice thing about slowing things down is you get to take in the views and really appreciate being out there, no matter how tired you are. The theme of my day was ‘you can’t DNF for being tired, but you can slow down’. 

Getting to the See Canyon station at mile 44 is the benchmark to me, you make it past here and you have no choice but to finish! Happy crap best describes how I felt, aside from the legs my stomach was borderline nauseous so my calorie intake was nowhere close to what it should have been. The rationale was that if I ate and actually got sick the day would be over, I couldn’t risk losing the water in my body to nausea so I maintained salt tabs and small bites of potatoes. Just looking at a gel or honey stinger caused an unsettling wave of blork. But it was only 6 miles to go and all I had to do was follow Michelle!

I’m pretty sure the last 6 miles took me longer in 2012 than this year, my pacer drove me home and a few other people behind us too! The one mile to go sign is almost as great as coming into an aid station but coming into the finish, that is something else. This was a year of appreciating the race, the accomplishment, friends, and Arizona beauty. I'll take my 13:39 finish time with pride, however, I’ll be back but not without putting in the miles to train right. I know I have a competitive race in me but right now I gotta be a momma and a student without being stretched to thin, so ZG 2015, I’ll see you then. Meanwhile, Michelle if you need a pacer for 2014 I’d be honored to return the favor.
Staying warm in the car in the wee morning hours

Just before start, Deron Ruse, Marc Thomson, Me, Pat Devine

music at the start

Delerium at Camp Geronimo

wheeee!


More wheeee

fully taking advantage of photo ops as a chance to rest

I heart this girl, without her I might still be out there

the one and only Emmet crew-master

I thought I wanted a delicious IPA but ended up just holding the bottle


This crew cannot be beat, can you all plan to come back in 2015??? Please?